The Angel in Your Life

You wanted a monkey,
Her name is angel.
To remind you of the angel in your life
She is here to keep you safe and warm,
When I am incapable to be there.
Please protect her,
Like you have kept my heart protected.

Whenever He is Around

Letting him in, opening up
Scared of what could happen
Don't wanna end up broken hearted
Now trusting him completely
But fear still stands the same
Till he makes her laugh and makes her smile
Falling faster than she thought
The only thing she want is to be in his arms
Or just to be by his side
She finds it easy to talk to him
Easy to let him in
He took her heart
But she doesn't mind
He protects her and cares
She knows she is safe
Whenever he is around. :)

There's Nothing I Wouldn't Do

I've been alone so many nights
Just waiting for the stars to fall

I keep holding out for what?
I really don't know
Confusion swirls around me
Then thoughts of you fill my head
Now nothing else matters to me
Then to just see you

To be with you
Just for a day
Wishing to be with you
Even if it's only a moment
There's nothing I wouldn't do

So as I'm staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me too

But when you're standing here in front of me
My heart pounding, mind racing
I want to say everything
But I'm speechless
You're so funny, so sweet, so kind
You erase everything from my mind

Your hug so safe and warm
There's no fear able to touch me
Nothing I can't handle
With you by my side

I just wanna be with you
And there's nothing I wouldn't do....

Accept it and Protect it

My heart pounding with your love, 
Your eyes pulling me closer in. 
With stars aparkling brightly above, 
The feeling of your soft touch upon on skin, 
Your name running through my head. 
The thoughts of us together. 
The one thing, I have to say, 
I loved you to this very day, 
My love true and completely endless. 
My heart 100% yours, 
But now it's your time to accept it and protect it.

Rarity of Dreams

The rarity of my dreams
He's changing my ways
Before, once or twice a month
Now almost every night I dream
I dream of him
All of the dreams about him
What has he done?
This has never happened before
He's completely taking me over
He is all I think of
All I want to think of
All I ever need.

Ready To Stand

He sits there laughing,
Cuz he finds it funny,
To see me in pain.... Just struggling....
He plays with my head,
Maybe even my heart...

Little does he know, 
He is a little too late...
I'm not the fragile little girl,
He seems to see...
I'm stronger now and not backing down!

I know who I am,
And I will stand up.
Even when others fall,
I will stand tall,
And be one of the strong and noble.

For I am a Daughter of a King,
A Daughter of God, an heir to his throne.
Ready to stand and be a witness to his name.

This is My Place to Be

The look on his face
When he looks upon me
It's this time, this place
Just being in his arms, is my place to be
The sweet and caring smile
He always seems to show
Tells me he would walk a mile
Just to get my trust, no matter how slow
He actually knows and actually cares
He tries so hard, to wait so much
There's something there, something we share
He's too hard to let go, that would hurt too much
He says he'll fix my heart
Well I'm just waiting for that to start
I still will say, till that very day
That's my heart, that's broken
But this is my place to be

Alone and Perfectly Fine

These small but fatle tears
Stream slowly down my face
Everything that gave me fears
Have been taking place
This life getting harder everyday 
This is the only place I'm able to say

I'm hurting, I'm crying, completely numb
The pain is back, so is depression
The killers of this life chose me as the victim
My life, my soul, my heart seem to be broken
And I can't seem to stand back up
The crack in my heart won't be closed up

I'm sick of being torn apart
I'm sick and tired of falling in love
Just throw away my heart
Just maybe I could be as I was...

Alone and perfectly fine without love to hurt me...

Confused

Confusion in the heart, might, mind, and soul...
Confusion with hat? I do not know...
Like getting a little crazy,
It's making me a little too dizzy...
What am I to do?

Daydreamer

I am know as the daydreamer
The girl who always has him on her mind
Every time I talk to him, I feel my heart screaming
He is so close, yet so far. I'm just hoping to not be left behind
He knows I care, and shows he cares too
He says I'm his world, his angel
This is what I want, I just want you!
I'm happy here, happy to be his angel
Please don't leave me, please stay beside me
I really hope this is how it's meant to be

All My Problems

All my problems
who knows, maybe everybody’s problems
is due to the fact, due to the awful truth
that I am A GIRL.
I know. I know. All the dumb sayings:
Girls are moody and emotional, yeah yea,
and the ones about how a girl isn’t good
Unless she has the better body.
Well, that's stupid yeah.
But you try being
A GIRL for a month or two.
Go ahead.

You get those annoying calls from the
Guys asking you to come ‘hang out’ with them,
plus the ones that only want you because of how you look
Now I don’t even think they care about a girls mind, anymore
But I call up one of my girls , hoping they would come with
Knowing that my girls always have my back

I get all ready to go out in public
And then head over to her house
So we can head up to hang with the boys

Till there he is. Some poor dumb slob
and I talk to him and we laugh a little 
until he gets all nasty and gross. So big deal?!?

You think when you’re A GIRL
That life is just simple and easy, nothing to worry about
Well, I tell you what. It doesn’t happen that way.
Everything happens! We get cheated on, lied to
Every time they think it’s alright!

I think I’ll try something different. I think I try
something exciting like a dance concert for a million people!
Something to make my heart beat at a different rate.
But then you just can't hide being something like AGIRL.
You’re A GIRL for life. Forever. I can't even
get these guys away from me. They won't leave. It's like I’m a magnet.
So maybe that's your problem too, who knows.
Maybe that's the whole problem with everything.
Nobody can get other people away, they are all magnetic.
Who knows?

The Mistake

Everyday he asks himself if it was worth it
Thinking he'll get a different answer
Every time the answer is no
It wasn't worth it
Nothing is worth hurting the person he loves
Everyday he tries to make it up to her
Just hoping that she would forgive him
He wasn't thinking, he can't believe how stupid he was
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Chelsea please believe me."
He says to her just wishing for an answer
Wishing that the mistake he made was just fake

She doesn't know what to do
Doesn't know what to say to him
She had never been in this pain before
Never thought he would be the one to cause her this pain
She can't trust him, no matter how much she wants to
She is confused, stressed, and in pain
Her heart broken in tiny little pieces
Not knowing if it's fixable this time
She wants her heart back
Wishing she never gave it away
She thought he was here to stay
She wonders if he was her mistake

Now both of them hurt
Both of them missing something
Both of them wishing the mistake never happened

Sweet Painsong

If there is a healing of broken love, it is not
They tied the eyes, the thorns of the rose prick
Rose, harsh rose. Beautiful rose how can you,
Leave this lover behind, pain so strong?
In the heaven of Chelsea’s eye, a tear
A new frozen stain on her face
Why does the thin grey strand wait to strike?
The broken heart just wishing to heal
Here lies love, too sweet painsong
This is dangerous enough to distruct
Leaving the girl with nothing but her tears.

Two Roses

Just as two roses,
Stand together.
Just as two roses,
show their beauty.
We are these roses,
Beautiful and strong.
Different in many ways,
But all the same.
Thorns to protect each other,
Pedals to brighten the days,
And leaves to keep us warm.
Without you in my vase of friendship,
I would be one lonely rose.