Putting Myself on the Line

Well, today was Drill Team tryouts for Lehi High school.  It's my last chance to be on it before I'm out of high school.  I am so scared at this moment! I'm waiting for the coach to post up the list of names of girls that made it on the team.  The tryouts were from 12:30-4:00pm and she said the list would be posted up after 6:00pm and WELL.... It's 7:56pm as I type this and I'm starting to freak out!  I did fall while trying out so I don't know how this is going to go.
I really hope to be able to make it on this team, it's what I've been waiting for since I moved to Lehi.  Being on the Drill Team pushes me so much harder and is almost a necessary to me.  It's so hard to not be on a dance team, especially the Drill Team.
I am a little sad that there is no chance of being an Officer on this Drill Team, where I would have been the captain at West if I were still going there.  Really hard to not cry because of that fact, but I am pushing through it.  As long as I am able to be on the team and dance till I drop, I will be okay.  Drill is a huge part of my life since I started.

Either way I"M READY TO ROCK LEHI.... TAKING IT BY STORM



Well it's now 8:23pm and I just found I didn't make the team.... Here comes a broken heart... :'(

Mother Daughter Date

Now I know it's April Fools day, but I didn't do anything special other than I had a date with my mother.  I know that sounds weird, the thought of a mother daughter date may take you back at first.  But it was nice, we went and got ice cream then went to a party and just sat and talked.

For a while, since we moved, I had the feeling that we were slowly separating from each other.  We were always the best of friends, to a point that almost every girl wished she had the same relationship with her mother. My mother and I were fighting more and a lot of crazy things were happening at home, to a point that I was scared to talk to her.  I didn't know if I said one thing that I would get in trouble or not.

On the mother daughter date we talked about a lot things and I feel that we are a lot closer now.  I feel so much better and I'm glad that we were able to get away from the world for a moment and just sit and talk about random things.  One bib subject was me getting a bikini, now I already have two, but I want to be able to wear them without the chance of getting in trouble. I am 17 so only one more year before they can't tell me no, but I would like their approval still.  

I'm hoping everything works out still xD Looking forward to the future days!