Haiku's

Butterflies flutter
Beautiful wings shine bright
Rest upon my thumb


Arctic wolves run free
Majestic coat of pure white
Ice blue eyes of life


Luminous glory
Shining light in the night sky
Secrets hide sight


Butterflies flutter,
Experiencing a new life.
Unforgettable!

Completely alone.
Luminous moon above me,
Please bring me back home.

The little ones run,
When wild fires start attacking,
defenseless forests.

Prayer of My Heart

In this very moment
This small moment in time
I hold a tiny prayer
A secret prayer
A prayer so dear
A prayer of my fragile heart

Pain is a constant pressure
Lust is a constant fear
Compassion, constant desire
For tears are always here

In this very moment
This painful moment in time
I long to have you with me
I need to know you're there
I pray for loving hands
This, my simple prayer

Confusion swirls around
Pushing me to the ground
Holding me in depression
Filing my mind with such congestion

In this very moment
This very moment in time
I ask for your arms of comfort
I ask to know you care
I want to know you're there
This is a prayer of my heart
I pray to you, My Lord

High School Now, College Soon

Today, Josten's came to school to take order for cap and gowns, rings, tassels, and everything else you can get for graduating high school.  It is a pretty scary thought for me, to think that I am graduating and soon moving away to go to college.  It's a big step in my life and there will be a lot of choices made that will make or break my future.  I hope that I will be strong enough to make the right ones and keep my life on the right track.

 I have decided to go to Weber up in Ogden to pursue my dream of becoming a criminal profiler for the FBI.  Pretty exciting dreams I have haha.

Weber has the best criminal justice program and that is the reason I have decided to move up there and go to school, instead of going to UVU or BYU down by where I am currently living in Lehi.  The move is going to be a little difficult, seeing as I will be moving out on my own, but I think that I can handle it.  I have learned many things over the years and I feel that I am ready to go out and stand on my own (with the little bit of help from my parents, of course!)

From a little baby I have been taught wrong from right and what I should be like in life.  Now I am a 17 (almost 18) year old , young lady.  Thanks to my parents, I feel that I will be able to handle life when it finally comes all flying at me at once.  When I leave home.

Another Droplet

Another boy, another love

It's in all the things he does

Another day, another flower

I really like those hot showers

Another night, another bed

With him, I just feel dead

Another face, another smile

I thought I could stay here a while

Another thought, another doubt

It's him I need to forget about

Another text, another call

I failed to stop my fall

Another break, another upset

He's the one I can't forget

Another droplet falls near

This is just another time I don't belong here.

Stop the Hate

Well recently, as of 5 minutes ago, I have been watching videos on youtube about how Selena Gomez feels about all the hate videos, comments, and everything else that has been said that is negative about her.  This has happened to plenty of other people too.  Bieber, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lavato, and any other famous person you can think of.  All those are famous yes, but I am sure that if you ask one random person, anyone, they can tell you that they have hate comments about them.

Hating on people has become a natural act in this world today and I want to stand up and say that I am going to STOP THE HATE.

I want to challenge everyone and anyone to help me STOP THE HATE.  No rude comments, videos, or anything of that sort.  It doesn't do any good at all.  Hating on people only hurts the person and at the same time it is hurting you.  It may be a nice feeling to get off your chest that you hate someone or think they are stupid, but that only makes you look like a total jerk!

Hating on people is also another way to say that you are insecure with yourself, you are jealous, or that you don't like yourself.  To be able to pull someone down when they are just being themselves, is because you don't know who you really are.  Really?!? Is that necessary?

Come on people, STOP THE HATE, because all it does is hurt!

Life

What is there to talk about life?  It is crazy, painful, wonderful, scary, exciting, and every other emotion you can think about.  There is many things that happen in one day and many others in the next.  It's really hard to keep everything in check, I'm still at Lehi for those of you that are confused from my whole West and Lehi post.  I was very, very confused at that point.  I stayed at Lehi because of my brother, I wouldn't be able to leave him for my last year in college.  It just wouldn't be the same without him!  I love my little brother so much! He is seriously my best friend and I wouldn't be who I am today without his constant presence in my life.

Seeing as this is my last year at Lehi and probably in Lehi too, I have decided that I will make the best out of it.  There may be something huge and important here that I miss if I keep myself in the dumps about every little thing.

I am ready to move out though, I have decided that I am going to Weber for college to be in the criminal justice program.  I will be moving in with Mariah and maybe other people.  She is my best friend from West and is amazing.  We have fought before but that has only brought us closer together in the end.  Schooling is going to be expensive, but I'm excited for the days to come!

I found the perfect way to put both West and Lehi on my class ring! Which makes me really happy that I don't have to buy two rings! lol  This is a stressful time too, because of all the money that I will be needing to be able to graduate the way that I want to... I hope that it doesn't cause my parents too much stress, I am wanting to pay for most of it.  Which is one reason that I have been searching for a second job on top of my Shoe Carnival job.  I am top on the list to be hired at Sonic at the moment, he just needs to make sure that he would be able to afford me working there.  I hope everything works out for me!  I need the money to help my parents so much!


Apart from that, I think I may have found a guy that is interested in me.  He finds me at all the activities that we have together.  He is really cute and fun to talk to!  He has been asking me to go to the stake dance this weekend and I am thinking that I just might do that.  Just to see what he does! xD