Confused

Confusion in the heart, might, mind, and soul...
Confusion with hat? I do not know...
Like getting a little crazy,
It's making me a little too dizzy...
What am I to do?

Daydreamer

I am know as the daydreamer
The girl who always has him on her mind
Every time I talk to him, I feel my heart screaming
He is so close, yet so far. I'm just hoping to not be left behind
He knows I care, and shows he cares too
He says I'm his world, his angel
This is what I want, I just want you!
I'm happy here, happy to be his angel
Please don't leave me, please stay beside me
I really hope this is how it's meant to be

All My Problems

All my problems
who knows, maybe everybody’s problems
is due to the fact, due to the awful truth
that I am A GIRL.
I know. I know. All the dumb sayings:
Girls are moody and emotional, yeah yea,
and the ones about how a girl isn’t good
Unless she has the better body.
Well, that's stupid yeah.
But you try being
A GIRL for a month or two.
Go ahead.

You get those annoying calls from the
Guys asking you to come ‘hang out’ with them,
plus the ones that only want you because of how you look
Now I don’t even think they care about a girls mind, anymore
But I call up one of my girls , hoping they would come with
Knowing that my girls always have my back

I get all ready to go out in public
And then head over to her house
So we can head up to hang with the boys

Till there he is. Some poor dumb slob
and I talk to him and we laugh a little 
until he gets all nasty and gross. So big deal?!?

You think when you’re A GIRL
That life is just simple and easy, nothing to worry about
Well, I tell you what. It doesn’t happen that way.
Everything happens! We get cheated on, lied to
Every time they think it’s alright!

I think I’ll try something different. I think I try
something exciting like a dance concert for a million people!
Something to make my heart beat at a different rate.
But then you just can't hide being something like AGIRL.
You’re A GIRL for life. Forever. I can't even
get these guys away from me. They won't leave. It's like I’m a magnet.
So maybe that's your problem too, who knows.
Maybe that's the whole problem with everything.
Nobody can get other people away, they are all magnetic.
Who knows?

The Mistake

Everyday he asks himself if it was worth it
Thinking he'll get a different answer
Every time the answer is no
It wasn't worth it
Nothing is worth hurting the person he loves
Everyday he tries to make it up to her
Just hoping that she would forgive him
He wasn't thinking, he can't believe how stupid he was
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Chelsea please believe me."
He says to her just wishing for an answer
Wishing that the mistake he made was just fake

She doesn't know what to do
Doesn't know what to say to him
She had never been in this pain before
Never thought he would be the one to cause her this pain
She can't trust him, no matter how much she wants to
She is confused, stressed, and in pain
Her heart broken in tiny little pieces
Not knowing if it's fixable this time
She wants her heart back
Wishing she never gave it away
She thought he was here to stay
She wonders if he was her mistake

Now both of them hurt
Both of them missing something
Both of them wishing the mistake never happened

Sweet Painsong

If there is a healing of broken love, it is not
They tied the eyes, the thorns of the rose prick
Rose, harsh rose. Beautiful rose how can you,
Leave this lover behind, pain so strong?
In the heaven of Chelsea’s eye, a tear
A new frozen stain on her face
Why does the thin grey strand wait to strike?
The broken heart just wishing to heal
Here lies love, too sweet painsong
This is dangerous enough to distruct
Leaving the girl with nothing but her tears.